yang kuingin

aku ingin memelukmu
bukan diantara sepoi tapi badai
hingga saat angin mereda
kita menikmati sejukanya

aku ingin  menciummu
bukan diantara gerimis tetapi hujan
hingga saat pelangi datang
kita tersenyum oleh indahnya

aku ingin bercinta denganmu
bukan diantara damai tapi gejolak
hingga saat tenang hadir
kita mengenangnya bersama

episode usang

Seberapa jelas jejakku tertinggal?
Seberapa manis kecupku terasa?
Seberapa hangat pelukku membekas?
Seberapa dalam rasa itu tertinggal?

Ah.......
Tapi semuanya tak mampu
Tak mampu menahan langkahmu
Tak mampu menahan sayapmu

Dan aku disini
Bersulang atas penyesalanmu
Menyesap anggur kekalahanmu
Meski tak bisa menghapus lukaku

Selamat Jalan

good bye for you
good bye for the raise of the eyebrow
good bye for the deep sparkling eyes
good bye the gentle smile
good bye for everything i know from you

here I am
sit in the corner of my heart
let the tears fall on my cheeks
pray for whatever you dream in life
wishing the best for any way you take

but you don't need to know it anymore
you don't need to understand it
cause this pain is mine
and i'll enjoy it
till the day i said
i'm all right

A New Pray

You,
the one I try to go on
let the door open
set aside my old pain
ignore my fear
and put away my ego

you,
the one i walk hand in hand
i entrusted you half of my heart
i entrusted you half of my breath
and giving you a room inside
please.....
take care of them
dont devastate everything
cause from now on
it only knows you

hanya kamu

aku merindukanmu
merindukan lekuk wajahmu
merindukan lembut bibirmu
merindukan tatap pukaumu
seolah tak ada yang lain hanya aku

aku merindukanmu
merindukan sentuhmu
merindukan getarmu
merindukan pejam mata dan desahmu
karna yang ada hanya kamu

you
my first love
and the only love i have

you
the one who take everything from me
taking my love
taking my trust
giving me such skeptical view

you
why it still very difficult to face you
why the guilty feeling still comes out when i talk to you
why it still that hard

If Enough

if what we call love is enough

if what we have is enough

if this relationship is enough

i will take your hand

put that ring

and say the swear

but those are not enough