Accidentally Jealous

there's something inside this heart
being sad when i hear you
call her
in any way
in any occasion

there's something inside this feel
being strange when i hear you
say something about her
say your memories with her

there's something inside this mind
being hurt when i hear you
telling a story about her
reminding everything about her

there's something inside me
being angry
of you and her

i think
i'm accidentally jealous on you

*sigh*

Manipulating Love

loving in lovely way
loving in lovely word
loving in a missing love heart
loving in manipulating

manipulating in mind
manipulating in heart
manipulating in body and soul
manipulating as loving
manipulating till there's nothing left inside

no thrust
no pinky path
no lovely room inside

there's only play
lovely play
play others
and play in selfishness

dont care of you
dont care of him
dont care of others

manipulating in everything given
till there's nothing
inside
outside
just looking a way to go back